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Monday, October 15, 2007
mused @ 4:18 PM

no i am not ready.

3 weeks more to the exams. it comes silently, like a stalker. there is so much to do suddenly, an avalanche of work. the scythe is hanging over my head, threatening to drop.

no i am not ready.

it still burns. it still is fresh. it is still too raw. i cannot let it go. i don't want to take the risk. i can't tell the difference. I CAN'T TELL THE DIFFERENCE.

no i am not ready.

let it go.
for my own sake please.
just forget it.

no i am not ready.

no i am not ready.

--
JUST WAKE UP.

i am fine really.

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