page 16: decieve - shadow clown.
Monday, October 29, 2007
mused @ 11:09 PM
i believe in fate, not destiny.
the dictionary defines fate as the development of events beyond ones control. i beg to defer. i regard it as the things that are meant to happen, ie, the people you will meet, the events that occur. i believe that it is God's plan who you meet, what happens, even though i have wandered off a bit.
i agree with the dictionary's definition of destiny, that is the things that will necessarily happen to a person in the future. but i don't believe in destiny.
how you react to the things will determine what happens in the future. it is like there are many parallel universes laid out for us at a moment we have to make a decision. if only you can look into those universes and explore what would happen in them. its like a million parallel universes are created everytime you make a decision.
but once you made a decision, there is no turning back, there is no chronosphere, no alternate universe travel machine that will allow you to explore the other 'could have beens'. so i must once again learn to look forward.
i will elaborate more on this topic and the 3 types of time travel possibilities there are in the future.
i think i discovered i find creative energy in pain. the more tortured i feel, afterwards, i feel a strange burst of creative energy. its like i have a weapon that converts my pain into power, but to use the power i have to feel pain. i wouldn't want to guess too much, but i read before that most comics are complex people in real life. maybe i am one of those tortured comics. but that will be elevating myself to a position which i don't deserve.
yet. bwahaha.
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shinkai's been unleashed.
2 weeks!
Labels: hypothetical thoughts, life in general
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